Happily ever after – it’s got to be after what seems like an endless journey of self realisation! But wait, the mind is so darn insecure that it will vamp up its hyper vigilance for any any any chance to get its hold on you when you’re not looking. Oh how easy it is to slip back into very worn in shoes right? The new ones look good even feel good but nothing compares to those you have walked in even with all the holes and tattering to show!
You finally realise that the new version or rather the whole you has a different dynamic. One that welcomes the sunshine and looks forward to the love affair the sunset promises as she makes way for the moon lover. Suddenly the spring in your step is overthrown by a stone you missed. You own your self, space and all that you have manifest around you. Yet this new event reeks of an old version of you, at least in a familiar icky feeling it gives you in the pit of your stomach.
Your landlord suddenly informs you that your home is set to be demolished in a year! That in itself is not a bad thing but it makes you feel “homeless”, and “bereft”. Knowing you have other options, this will definitely invite more positive energy after all you have also changed and grown, but still, you can’t shake that icky feeling.
What is happening here is that the new event is simply bringing to the surface the old paradigm the mind was so used to operating from and as it was all recently transmuted it is no longer ingrained but at surface level. This means, yay we did it. We managed to excavate the old and it’s awaiting disposal. And it’s exactly these sort of events that look like kinks but are really blessings in disguise that ensure the old is really done with.
The clue to knowing it’s the old you is to identify that stench of fear. Yes, fear will be the underlying emotion to whatever guise it takes and explanations. You might even call it being practical realistic and worldly but nope it’s the mind again playing tricks and laying traps.
So, buyer beware! Your new property that is the whole of you fully self contained, might have unexpected visitors but with your awareness, the sound security system, will always keep your home safe!
You are You Always