So, we ended up playing with different paints yesterday so no sand. And today the weather is irresistibly lovely making the outdoors very very inviting. Little bubba already had his jacket and shoes out this morning hunting at a possible excursion. We don’t get out and about much because of the current pandemic times we live in.
BUT, I have loved living through these times. Well, not all of the time. Initially it didn’t even register much apart from the oh my god I got to get my arse into action with all the extra cleaning rituals and as I am an internet shopper those parcels need to be sprayed left to stand for 24 hours and what have you. And god forbid if I need a handyman to do anything remotely off my radar such as fix the kitchen shelf that fell or seal some god forsaken holes in the wall to prevent another mice infestation or assemble a discovery house in the garden for little bubba, I have to have to distance myself bubba and the dogs and wear a MASK!!! And we have a whole industry borne out of these sudden new trends and masks comes in all sorts now. You can even get matching gloves! I feel safe but hey it’s trendy to wear a mask will wear one anyway even whilst I do the gardening in my own home!!!! Ha ha ha.
Anyway, back to the point of today’s blog. Masks Masks Masks.
Yesterday, we touched upon the original sense of self and the wholeness we arrive on planet earth with. Even a child that is born with physical disabilities will carry that same wholeness. Have you noticed how hard it is to tell if your child is sick unless they actually have the physical signs take a cough for example or a simple cold? They will still be as dandy as they were the day before. And that smile will still prevail as will their enthusiasm. They are resisting any hint at rest whereas we would probably call in sick, get home under the duvet with a hot chocolate put on a movie on and there. Some of us might reach out for the Advil or ibuprofen anything to keep that cold from ruining your life because let’s face it, when we have a cold it’s not just a crabby day we feel like the whole of us has coming crushing down!
The sense of self that can never be turned off is the very very inner core self that comes from spirit. This one is what wishes to explore to know and so it wills itself into a cell that takes form. Maybe a puppy maybe a flower maybe a snake maybe maybe maybe.
For our purposes it decides to take on the form of a human baby.
Humour me a bit – let us play a scenario and just imagine this. Okay, so let’s pretend we are all, including the solar systems, stars, constellations,
animals, plants, ALL humans including those you don’t like very much and let’s not forget Donald Trump, and pretty much all you see, what you don’t see, the eskimos, Alaska, and more, actually very very very much connected and made out of the same fairy dust. There is a lot a lot of colourful magical fairy dust out of which we all are borne.
Now take the imagination even further to the Original Creator. No, not our mama. Or Papa. But, the One who created all the fairy dust that we come from. This One has always been a One. And being a One really is lonesome and there is no way of knowing a One. No reflection no point of reverence or reference. Sounds like corona times to me actually when for some of us we are literally stuck in our little corners all alone. A One. Except that the One that is the Original One contains us all and so there is no sense of loneliness or even a feeling an emotion a sense. Nada. Zero. So, the One wants to know. It begins at Zero.
Draw a circle if you may please. Place a lot of glitter inside of it make this super colourful. Now, imagine the One decides to “breathe life” into this fairy dust. Voila, all these life forms spring into form. But all have a life cycle, including different stages of evolution. So the One decides that when each life form has completed its cycle it will merge back into that dust and finally into the One. You can play this with your toddlers too. Place a few dinosaurs or maybe start with water life so you can show the amphibians the reptilians and all.
When the dinosaurs look at each other they think oh wow look there is another one that looks like me. When humans come to evolve they also look at other babies and have that same sense of awe filled with maybe a bit of fear of the unknown.
The individuated forms of this fairy dust take a life of their own and build their own communities and some not but primarily have their own sense of self. With us humans so much so we all start to create pseudo mini planets and restrict entry to only those planets inhabitants all others become aliens.
As this fairy dust takes on the role of explorer, it does so with the inner knowledge that it is fairy dust and that it will eventually become whole merging with all of its parts and involute back into the One, Original Creator. The fairy dust particles we can call them our “spirit”. We are spirit embodied.
The individual spirit knows it belongs to the whole and that it is always safe and secure. The spirit never changes, it’s what is constant in us. It is the masks that change. And those masks are only masks. These are temporary transient yet have immense bearing upon the blue print of the manifested embodied spirit. What will determine the next stage on the continuum of evolution back to involution is the very essence of all of the experiences so far.
Now, imagine that the sum of the experiences of the various forms that the spirit takes, becomes a microchip that we carry in our back back as spirit. It acts as a pass onto whatever else we wish to experience and what we might have missed out on maybe lessons that needed to be learnt promises made some left to be fulfilled so on an so forth.
Back to reality again. Our infants will come with this chip which will have a programme that is not mandatory but has a reset function as well as one that heals you back to your original self in body and in spirit and you might even know how to finally be rid of the backpack so you can safely involute. You might even decide life is just too damn amazing to involute so you want to keep coming back in different forms maybe even stay human for a while.
Take comfort in this because no matter what we experience that might thwart or stunt our sense of original self as in that joy, our spirit will always call us back to our source and we will find that joy in us because we are complex structurally and built with special software that self heals self organises and self soothes.
We are all great scientists spiritualists and humanists. We just don’t know that. But depending on where we are on the life spectrum we will know what we need to for that moment.
For now, to all the mamas papas and little bubbas, to err is only human. But to let go so the bright light can come down into your body translate into your energy day life making is richer, experiencing all of our senses all of the time, living purposefully with love, is truly divine.
No matter what happens to our bodily expressions, know that we will self heal, as will our infants, and we will remain safe. After all, it’s only with that secure attachment to the original creator that we date to explore our whole existence. There is no danger to spirit. Nada. No danger. Spirit is always safe.
Tune into your spirit self the next time you need to let something go, the answers will come. Watch your infants spirit in action, let them remain spirited.
Sending you so much love and sparkly fairy dust all around your homes lives and spirits