The good news is that you can train your brain again!! Give it a new paradigm. Rewire it. It will mould to anything that’s presented to it.
So if you raise your consciousness or rather expand it, then your brain will make that adjustment so that you are no longer acting from a predisposition but one you consciously choose.
How would you know what doesn’t feel right? You need to move the goal posts of how you want your inner world to translate on the outside. You want to work what you love. You want to be who want to be and your original self. Hopefully anyway. Either way you are the artiste.
And then something wonderful happens- for the brain to rewire itself you go on a journey of a conundrum of events happenings in your course of life all of sudden and that slowly surely steadily bring your way all the tools needed to make that shift. Comprende?